Dying Drugs

Are these prayers just verses filled with empty words? Can you hear me play these meaningless chords? How can I love someone with eyes glazed over.  It’s been a long time since I’ve seen him sober.  A torchered soul bound and numb.  Lord, give him grace, even just a crumb.  Heroin stole his heart and mind.  Please bring him back, he will be just fine.

Are these prayers just verses filled with empty words? Can you hear me play these meaningless chords?  I was just 15 when I saw him go.  It was a boy I loved, one I no longer know.  Why are you letting this happen again?  It can’t be just a matter of when.  He’s not what he does.  I’ll promise you this. Drugs don’t make his life bliss.  

Are these prayers just verses filled with empty words? Can you hear me play these meaningless chords?  With one more cry and one more plea; I’ll ask you Lord, to insead take me.  He has so much life to live.  All I have is life to give.  I know that prayer doesn’t work this way.  But Lord, let him live, just one more day.  This is my heart this is my cry.  Please Lord, don’t let him die.

Are these prayers just verses filled with empty words? Can you hear me play these meaningless chords?

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One thought on “Dying Drugs

  1. I can relate to this post so much, my bf became someone completely different because of his marijuana usage. He’s now my ex bf as of 2 days ago, and it’s really hard. But he changed for the worse in so many ways, I wish you the best of luck.

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