Figuring out why life has got to be this way
It turns me to my bed, the only place I lay
Things once were simpler. I could laugh in a blissful paradise.
Now I sit here and ponder every decision I make so I don’t have to think twice.
I lay awake wishing lord here is my soul to take
If I live on here is my plee, take these haunting memories for goodness sake
I’m tired of seeing my rapist walk the same roads as I
With a smile on his face and a glen in his eye
This world is messed up, you all know it’s true
Why can’t a singer be away from the man that hurt her too
The worst thing you can call a woman is a bitch or a cunt
But the worst thing you can call a man is a girl. Now how is that not messed up?
Why is it when someone stands up for justice
People think every one is against them
If you’re so defensive about being a majority
Next time try being the minority
I’m not blaming anyone but the system
I just don’t want people to tell me I need to sleep with him because I kissed him.
I’m sick of being told medication for my illness is wrong
Then listening to music rapping about abusing those same drugs in every song
I’ll be fine, I alway will be
& I will change the world someday, just you wait and see
