I have a couple things I am currently working on that have been consuming my time. That along with actual work and my never ending need for sleep pretty much occupies a good portion of my life. I am writing just to give an update to those who want to know what’s going on. My current projects include a blog post about mental diagnosis and the abuse of the lables. It will hopefully be of some interest and I always love a good conversation. I’m also still working on my memoir. I put it in the back burner but none the less. It will still be making its way way into my ever so faithful readers hands soon.
With that, I’m so excited to share how amazingly wonderful life has been. Oddly enough, that includes a recent hospitalization
due to my bipolar disorder and a recent manic episode. You would not believe how blessed I feel to be able to have such great doctors. I’m not letting a bump in the road bring me down. I’m also dating the man I have been praying for my entire life. God has blessed me with him and I’ll leave it at that. On top of all that, every moment of work makes me a happier and better person. I’m so content with where I am right now. I’m not afraid of what’s to come.
I’m not sure what is next for me in life. With some major things just happening, I’ve almost seen my plans take a complete 180°. That’s is totally okay though. I’m not sure what the next couple years will hold and trusting God with it all. My music and my art have also taken a seat on the back burner. I do miss it, but I’m so focused on other things I don’t have a lot of time to commit to it.
The last thing I really want to say is that I hope every one knows exactly what this blog and what I as a person am about. The heart of this blog is my heart. My heart is that of love. I often speak my mind and it might come off harsher than intended. I believe strongly in the things I say. I want to change the world. I want to start with love. Love is not just another four letter word. It is the greatest emotion our physical bodies can convey. I’m sick of seeing hate being spread. Let us perpetuate love. Love for another human. My blog is named A Sucidal Love Note for the very fact that I could not adequately show love to the world through my bones. It’s my vow to remain alive. Love is the reason I live. And let’s not forget that God IS love.
I’m not sure any of that made sense. I’m wishing everyone well.