I wish I didn’t have this illness.
I wish I could live a normal life
I wish I didn’t have to ask the hard questions
I wish I didn’t disappoint people
I wish I didn’t think about death everyday
I wish I didn’t have to take pills just to stay alive
I wish I was able to be carefree
I wish I didn’t have to be hospitalized anymore
I wish I could live without fear
I wish I could live without doubt
I wish I didn’t have to explain myself
I wish I could be free
I wish I didn’t wish death would come quickly
I wish I was as happy as I pretend to be
I wish I was better
I wish I could get better
I wish I didn’t have this illness
I wish this illness didn’t have me.
